Sorry for the inactiveness, lack of submitting pictures, etc. I have been working on renovating my room. I am ALMOST DONE, all I have left to do is get new blinds, move my dresser back in my room, put trim or whatever in my closet, and put together a futon, then I'm done. I got two walls pink, and two walls black. No designs painted on them. I got new carpet, new tv, and we got that tv hangin' on my wall, I rearranged a couple of things in my room, got a new ceiling fan, and oh my god it has been so much work. Getting everything out of my room, lifting heavy stuff, painting the walls (the paint sucks so we had to put on primer and then put two layers of the color I wanted), removing a bunch of these things with nails in them blah blah while we were stripping my floor straight down to the concrete, and then putting on the new carpet, then putting this thing together that hold my tv on the wall, and then bringing most of the furniture back in my room, and I set up my computer and I have learned to appreciate my computer a lot more than ever because, since I have started this room renovation, been usiong my moms computer and that computer is from hell. Her computer was soooo slowwwww and her keyboard sucks and she uses a laser mouse. I am so glad to be back on my computer, with good keyboard and my ball mouse. Ball mice > Laser mice. and I've been putting a bunch of stuff up too. Also, bad news along with all of this stuff, while I have been staying up all night for about a week or so, I have cut my wrist numerous times again, and only a couple of times on the throat (my first time cutting my throat, ugh, don't do it lol). I've been really, really depressed, and crying myself to sleep on the nights I did sleep. And then Mythbusters came on, and I watched it. Mythbusters makes everything feel better. C: I have honestly been trying my best to avoid cutting myself, but when it becomes a bad habit, it's hard to fight, and I cave in eventually. But I'll try my best from now on, I promise..

So, how has everybody been doing lately? Is there anything you feel proud of, anything awesome that you've accomplished lately that you are happy about? I missed you all so much.